family

this is the biggest factor that drive a person to change. in Islam, a father must let go of his daughter because of a duty of a woman to obey their husband first. i can still remember my father said he choked as in the akad nikah, a phrase sounded like this: "dengan ini, lepaslah segala TANGGUNGJAWAB saya ke atas anak saya..." and this was the akad for his first child. first child, not just first daughter.
as time goes by, it change if not trained people to be more responsible for anything in life. as im writing this post, it is the night of raya haji. and the house is full of my family. it's good to have everybody here, except my little brother, as he faces SPM and the hostel doesn't give break for this holiday.
the sights and sounds of everybody's at home making me felt touched, because i know, though my siblings r changing, they transform their good to be better, and trying to make good better from the best. plus, one thing they would never change, they still my family.

right time to write

hahah, dis is d latest post after months! i had soooo much thing in my mind bt i hav no rite tym 2 write. if u ask me y, i'm not so bz compare 2 my frens. myb, laziness dat had conquered me!! *sigh

age - between act n mind

my bday jz passed a few days b4. we age evry year but does it really matter? to me, age juz shows us how well we know dis world. to me la.... however, im still young, so i can b mature, kiddy or in between. seriously. i think age is not really important who u should b or how u should act. not untill u bcome someone (i mean 'sumone' or 'somebody' in the future that requires u or us 2 b mature...), u will need to act like a 'someone'.

juz 2 share with the readers, let me tell u a 'wee' bit of me after my latest bday. (lol). ok, i am sensitive, shy 2 strangers, sumtym im outspoken. alrite, dat might b a more or less mature of me. on the other side, i like cartoons such as upin n ipin, kungfu panda, bolt n others. fyi, i also watch a few tweens show like... nah, myb it's embarassing.... plus, i did told u i want 2 tell juz a 'wee' bit of me, didn't i?

relax... life is too short 2 b miss anything. and we actually have more to do (responsibilities) than the time we have. wat am i trying 2 say here is we do a lot of things evryday n those things we do will teach us n help us grow.. so, try 2 work with time 2 be who u r rather than fight 2 who u want 2 b.

best teacher

ola! its been ages since i wrote my last blog. well, i try to write some, but time give me less room for blog. heh!

so, to start this post, its about what i've come through for the last 2 years. 2 years in college really open up my mind about the different people. the first group is ladies. yes. LADIES. female, girls, chicks, whatever. i spent 5 years in all boys secondary school. so encounter this group in college is a new experience for me. of course, boys and girls are different. and so school and college. so in 1st year in college i learnt to be more mature (enough of being childish for 5 happy years) and try to make friends with the opposite sex. after one semester, i can adapt to the environment. at the end of semester, i have a few girlfriend (well, friends who are girls..).

so the 2 nd year, i encounter a group from totally different background. family background, education and other. i make friend with them, i talk, i laugh, i cry with them, making me more understand its a world of different people i'm living in. and i'm a part of it. sharing stories with them grow me up and wake me up from my little world-of-what-i've-thought.

having many friends give me many experience about life. sharing experience is actually sharing knowledge. and knowledge is infinite. and the award of best teacher goes to -- EXPERIENCE.

Introducing... me!

introduction about me?? i don't think that will be necessary. i think, sooner, readers would know me from my writings. plus, this is a blog site, isn't it? well, this is my fisrt post. so, generally, this blog will be a general blog, but from my point of view, of course. anything you read is 96% my opinion. the remaining 4% is maybe from others, newspaper, articles, other people blog (hehe). somehow, i will edit those (so i don't get sued!). other than that, don't suprise if some post i write in malay (i think 1 blog is enough!). by the way, my malay post is mostly in my myspace because i started blogging in myspace. what else?? hmm.... that' all folks!