family

this is the biggest factor that drive a person to change. in Islam, a father must let go of his daughter because of a duty of a woman to obey their husband first. i can still remember my father said he choked as in the akad nikah, a phrase sounded like this: "dengan ini, lepaslah segala TANGGUNGJAWAB saya ke atas anak saya..." and this was the akad for his first child. first child, not just first daughter.
as time goes by, it change if not trained people to be more responsible for anything in life. as im writing this post, it is the night of raya haji. and the house is full of my family. it's good to have everybody here, except my little brother, as he faces SPM and the hostel doesn't give break for this holiday.
the sights and sounds of everybody's at home making me felt touched, because i know, though my siblings r changing, they transform their good to be better, and trying to make good better from the best. plus, one thing they would never change, they still my family.

right time to write

hahah, dis is d latest post after months! i had soooo much thing in my mind bt i hav no rite tym 2 write. if u ask me y, i'm not so bz compare 2 my frens. myb, laziness dat had conquered me!! *sigh

age - between act n mind

my bday jz passed a few days b4. we age evry year but does it really matter? to me, age juz shows us how well we know dis world. to me la.... however, im still young, so i can b mature, kiddy or in between. seriously. i think age is not really important who u should b or how u should act. not untill u bcome someone (i mean 'sumone' or 'somebody' in the future that requires u or us 2 b mature...), u will need to act like a 'someone'.

juz 2 share with the readers, let me tell u a 'wee' bit of me after my latest bday. (lol). ok, i am sensitive, shy 2 strangers, sumtym im outspoken. alrite, dat might b a more or less mature of me. on the other side, i like cartoons such as upin n ipin, kungfu panda, bolt n others. fyi, i also watch a few tweens show like... nah, myb it's embarassing.... plus, i did told u i want 2 tell juz a 'wee' bit of me, didn't i?

relax... life is too short 2 b miss anything. and we actually have more to do (responsibilities) than the time we have. wat am i trying 2 say here is we do a lot of things evryday n those things we do will teach us n help us grow.. so, try 2 work with time 2 be who u r rather than fight 2 who u want 2 b.